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Even
though I have had the Akashic Construct CD for several months
now, I am still slowly working through the resistance that
has so far kept me from listening to it regularly. On occasions
when I do manage to do this meditation, I often fall asleep.
Sometimes I remain awake, but nothing much happens. Nonetheless,
every so often, I have an experience in the Akashic Construct
that really stands out, so I just wanted to share this one.
As
others have also frequently said of themselves, and since
I am still relatively new to this, I was initially tempted
to wonder if I had ‘just imagined’ it all, but one
thing is certain; the feelings I felt during this meditation
exercise were intense and very real.
When
I entered my Akashic Workshop, a large German shepherd dog
appeared in my elevator, followed by a blonde angel in a white
robe, guiding a little girl. The child had long, dark hair
that seemed rather dirty and matted. She seemed so very small,
vulnerable, and scared. The angel guided her to me, then encircled
us with his/her wings, as if to provide me a protected, supervised
space in which to help this child, since I am still a beginner.
As
I tried to comfort her, I strongly felt the child's fear and
great sadness. I began sobbing, and tears began flowing down
my cheeks. I laid her down on a nearby table, squeezing her
arms. She was completely limp and unresponsive at first. The
German shepherd, I sensed to be the girl's dog, put his head
in her lap to help. I lifted her up to a sitting position,
hugged her and continued to feel deep sadness, as well as
tenderness and empathy for her vulnerability. A light began
glowing near and around us, and there was the strong feeling
that it was okay to let all of these emotions pass away --
that all of the fear and sadness was only a temporary illusion,
and that beyond this layer of illusion was a place of great
joy.
Then
the little girl was standing up, and beginning to glow in
a golden-white light. The angel thanked me, and led her by
the hand, out of my Akashic Construct and off into the light.
It seemed that perhaps it had been this child's time to cross
over, or maybe to return back to life from a near-death state,
and that, in any case, I had helped somehow to ease her transition
by witnessing her process, comforting her, and bearing some
of the grief in order to lighten her load.
Next,
a bearded Celestial in robes sat or knelt next to me, facing
perpendicularly to me, so that I was viewing Him in profile.
He took my hand. He felt comforting, calm, approachable and
easy to talk to. I then realized that it was Jesus, Christ
Michael. I remembered the great trust I had felt when I used
to meditate on His image and confide in Him my deepest concerns
as a teenager (something I hadn't done in many years since).
I told Him how I want to let go of the lower, ego-self views
of things that drag me down, and to see from a higher, more
joyful perspective. He held my hands, faced me, and said,
"Be not afraid, for I am with you," and He reassured
me that I really am contributing, that I really am a part
of this group of healers (meaning all who aim to practice
the Akashic Construct meditation), that I am doing important
work, and that I do belong. I kept crying, feeling so glad
to confide in Him after all this time. I thanked Him and we
bade each other goodbye at the end of the meditation.
Whether
this was an actual child somewhere on the planet, some child
aspect of myself that needed to heal, or perhaps to ‘die
and be reborn’ before I could further grow in my capacity
to help heal others, both at once, or something else entirely,
it felt to be very important in any case.
Much
Love to All,
An Akashic Construct Participant.
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